I have split personalities?

Inside I'm a rock chick who loves Kurt Cobain and nirvana and Jimi Hendrix, but I dress girly and wear pretty make up and do my hair all nice. But I can never find people who have the same interests - music wise - cos anybody who does listen to rock music thinks that I come across as a mainstream, lady gaga, beyonce lover because I look girly instead of gothic? Is this a good thing? Does anybody who listens to rock music think it's cool or attractive that I've split personalities? Oh I also love xbox which no one ever believes :L